We can sacrifce..." -can we?

Here you are again... You once said that we, or people, looked back on each day, feeling something different. Sometimes we feel happiness. Sometimes regret. Sometimes we feel pathetic or sad or awful. Sometimes we could care less. Sometimes you don't know what to feel. Sometimes you know exactly how and exactly why.

You're not much of a planner in general, but you plan to be. You find that last line so funny you posted it on facebook as your status. You like talking to nice strangers on facebook, not the stalker ones. They're creepy. You like getting to know people that interest you. You really like people a couple of (or like seven) years older than you. Their lives have direction and you like that too.

You don't like being forced into anything. Usually, if someone tries, you play along a little bit so that they aren't disappointed. But then you feel revolted. Not becuase you didn't like what happened - that's only a fraction of it - but because it's not what you wanted in the first place.



You wish you had a time machine, so that things could be different. This is only for your benefit, you don't care if it changes someone else's fortune for the worse. You would like to erase all the "waste of time" endeavours and reunite with the good old days. You want to be able to live life they way you've learned to - only, back then. That way you'd have been safe.

It's too early in life to think the way you do, Steph. You're so ahead of your time that people don't or won't accept what you do because you're too young to think the way you do.

What can you do?

"One of the penalties of refusing to participate in politics

is that you end up being governed by your inferiors."